Shadows and Twilight

sat in the corner
alone.
nothing makes me depressed but i simply sit there to make time pass more quickly
have you ever found that?
when you watch time pass in front of your there is some sort of sweet serenity
for the shortest moments you and your memories are timeless, ageless.
the sky has that feeling for me, also
the deep blues and reds bring out the best in most people, the twilight soothes the soul.
in the darkest of day and the earliest of night
where shadow and light dance together in fantastic arrays of green and blue in the north.
it is here where i feel most comfortable.
now the darkness is upon me
it is upon us all.
in times of great treachory and malice
when the lines on the compass of good and evil are redrawn once again.
who is to say that the darkness is better than the light?
i sit in my twilight corner watching the world tear itself apart in its hour of destruction
and i think to myself 'When will i rise again from this shallow grave i have put myself?'
we are all troubled with greed and tyranny and belief,
but to combat the darkness and light, to remove right or wrong, what is there?
there is always two sides to every story
or is there?
is it possible that something can be pure evil?
our beliefs tell us what is right and wrong.
but what is belief if not what we are told
we do not have our own ideas, merely ideas which have been thrust upon us like some almighty light.
the light which was thrust upon me i shelter from
the darkness which engulfs me, i stray from.
do not believe that you are right, that they are wrong,
try to believe that you are always wrong, then maybe, if you believe so, you can be right.
and in this time then only can you also sit in the corner, in the twilight
and truely appreciate your own insignificance.